..:The Guardian Angel of Xiao Xin Forever!!:..

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I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

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i dont like you, cause i LOVE you <3

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Everything Ended In An Instant....And Again...I Am The One Hurted Most......Think She Wanted That Way....And Doesn't Felt Any Pain...Cos..She Noe She Still Got Friends & Edmund.....

Somehow Felt...She Been Forcing Me To Say Break Up.....And Of Cos...She Got It The Way She Want It........Perhaps...She Felt Happier That Way.........Now Edmund Dun Have To Chose Whether To Stay Or Continued Le.......Wang Jue Is Available Now....Single Le. Guess Edmund Is The Happiest Person To Hear This News.............HaHax.......I Am Left No Choice.......

Hearing How Edmund Treat Wj Maybe Indicating That I Am Not As Good......And Instead I Become The Third Party......Luckily It Happen To Me And Not Others......Hope Edmund Dun Do That The Same To Other PPls's Relationship.......Ruined Mine Jiu Suan Le.......

Somemore...Edmund Is Treating Wj Good Not Bad....So I Guess I Try Not To Worry For Her.........Weibin is Right.....Wj Is Under Alot Of Her Friend's Influence.....Whether Bad Or Good......It Is All Up To Wj To Decide.........She Got 6 Years To Stay In RV........Edmund Might Be A Better Choice To Her........Edmund Can Help Her In Homework.....Accompany Her In School....While I Cannot......Too Bad..........

Me Trying Not To Be Sad.......SomeHow.....Keeping This Relationship Is Pointless When She Is So Engaged In Her Friends And SchOOl....I Am Just Nothing To Her........Once Again......Perhaps She Is Really Still Immature In Thinking.......She Can Gave Up Our Relationship Becos Of Edmund.......She Is Willing To Be HIS Pearl And Do Love HIM As Much As HE Do..........It Really Kind Of Sweet.....=).......It Won't Happen To Me..........Or Rather......She Is Not The One For Me............

Is She Taking Me For Granted ???........That's For Her To Noe........
Is She Under Friends' Influence???.......That's For Her To Reflect.......
Is She Still Immature ???........That's For Her To Learnt & Think........

Does Her Still Love Me ???.........Hope She Do Ask Herself...........

Last Point Before I End My Story Here.........Last Post Le....Dunno What To Say About Her Altitude In Relationship........Nth Much To Say......Sometimes Good, Sometimes Bad.......I Do Admit She Making Me Feel Insecure In This Relationship......Giving Me False Hope In This End.........Quite Amazed Her Heart Changed Le........I Felt It Is Not Edmund's Fault...But This Breakup Got To Do With Him Also...........Because Wj Felt I Am Not As Good As HIM..........But Mainly....Is Wj........She Nv Make Clearly To PPls...That She Got A BF.......And....Nv Reject PPls' Love When She Already Have Mine.............This Is The Dissapointing Part......Kind Of Worry For Her..........She Is The Kind That People Treat Her Good.....She Will Just Think That Person Won't Harm Her......But She Is Wrong.....The Societies Is Full Of Scheming Ppls.......I Dun Want To See Her Get Cheated Becos Of Her Character & Personalities......Just Hope She Is Alright Even When...I Am Not Around Anymore.........Hope We Won't Meet Anymore To Prevent "Gan Ga".

I Won't Go Find A New Gf...........My Wallet Will Still Place That Picture Of Hers & Mine.......Until Another Gal Is Worthy For Me To Remove It.........Till Now..I Still Love Wj........<333

Yang* (Message To Her: Take Care & Dun Regret !)

|| The stars shone for me ** XiaoXin|| @ 7:18 AM

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i wouldnt cry for you, cause i will DIE for you.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Just Saw Her Blog And Edmund's Blog........I Knew Something Is Going On....I Think I Give Up Le.........I Dun Feel Any Love From Her Le........She Also Nv Do The Things That Should Be Done........

I Guess The Pearl Thing Is Going Between They 2........So.....If You 2 Really Likes Each Other...Go Ba..........I Dun Want To Be The Third Party....I Felt I Am The Third Party Instead....You Stay With Me Also Not Happy........Even If You Are With Me.....You Also Accept PPls's Extrodinary Love........I Dun Want To Take It Anymore.....You Are Just Too Immature In Relationship..........I Am Tired Of Edmund's Thing...Since You Chose It This Way....You Can Have It.........

I Hate Her.....I Hate Him........I Felt Being Taken For Granted In The End.....Maybe I Should Have Heed PPls' Advice.....Let Go......Let Go & Let Go..........You Dun Have To Report To Me Anymore.....I Won't Stop You Le........Freedom Is All You Want.....Friends Is All You Need......Go And Have Them All........And Find A New Boyfriend Who Can Satisfy Your Need Since You Think I Am No Good.......Dun Find Me Because You Are Lonely...And Not Because You Want Your Bf's Company.......If Edmund Is Doing What He Is Doing...And You Are Not Rejecting....Fine !........I Find Myself A Fool To Trust You So Much...........I Won't Believe Nth Is Happening Between U 2........If You Want To Be A 2 Timer Like What Mark Request...Forget It....I Rather Leave You........Stupidity In Relationship !

In The End........You Still Do It.........Moron Me !

Fuk* Off....

Yang*

|| The stars shone for me ** XiaoXin|| @ 7:07 AM

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i wouldnt cry for you, cause i will DIE for you.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Back To Blog......

Now...Alone In Class....Very Peaceful...I Am A Peaceful Guy...HaHax........Later Having Lab....For rDNA Technology Module........Today is Also The Last Day Of School....Should I Be Happy Or Sad ???

After School.....There Is Also A BBQ Session At East Coast......Wonder....If I Am Going....Should I Go ???

PPM Submission Deadline Is Coming.....How ???

Wonder.....How Should I Go About Saving Money.......I Wanna Save De..Dunno Why In The End..Spent.....Darn.....Own Her $10.....Returning Her asap......

Yang*

|| The stars shone for me ** XiaoXin|| @ 7:16 AM

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i wouldnt cry for you, cause i will DIE for you.